going incognito

The studio is open Monday through Friday by appointment as stated on the door front.  I need that flexibility to be able to attend to life.  Besides, the nature of the job requires that my hands be in things that most people wouldn’t care to touch…it’s dusty, messy and a little smelly.  If you breathe deep, you can catch that damp earthy aroma…mmm, clay.  If you slip your hand too far into a slop bucket – disturbing the organic material settled on the bottom – you’ll note a shift from wet dirt to “something died in there”.  It can bring tears to your eyes!  Mmmm, the smell of plastic clay.

wedged clay

So then, the studio is open by appointment.  Nonetheless, I get a few persistant sales representatives knocking at the door.  Just what I need, 1500 magnets with my name on them.  They take a try at the locked door; not noticing me through the tinted windows, I continue working.

Recently another office supply sales rep came by.  After the second knock, he rang the bell.  So, I thought I’d poke my head out the door, reveal the nature of my work and send him on his way.

“No, thank you.  Really, I don’t need wholesale value bulk pens in three colors with my name on them.”

I open the door to a Vin Diesel look alike.  Not the Pitch Black Vin Diesel, more like the Vin Diesel from The Pacifier except younger with an ill-fitting suit.  He gave his schpeel and I explained to him that I was an artist, not in need of office supplies.  At this revelation his demeanor changed.  He told me that he was a 1999 BFA graduate from a New York art school associated with Pratt Institute.  He asked to see my work.  He shared about his work in sculpture and neon.  I mentioned a couple of foundries in the area.  He told me about his stint with one foundry – loved the work except summers were brutal.

He had come to the conclusion that he should focus on making a living – putting money aside every month until he had enough to live on so he could later concentrate on making art.  Not a bad plan.  In fact, he had developed a time line.  After so many sales in an X number of years, he felt he could live modestly off the interest to do what he was passionate about.  To make art.  When he left, I apologized for the non-sale and encouraged him to keep working toward his goal.

I’ve often wondered how many artists are out there in the world working incognito; putting off their passion for another day.  The thought occurs to me, what would the world look like if everyone pursued the work they were passionate about, the thing(s) they were called to?  I believe we would find ourselves in a very different place.

~Make Plans~

9th Annual Ceramic Self-Guided Studio Tour
February 27 and 28, 10am to 4pm.

  • 16 studios with more than 50 artists will be represented
  • in-studio demonstrations at each site, throughout the weekend.

~make a note on your calendar:
Ceram-a-Rama: A (really) Progressive Clay Affair.  Saturday, March 6th. Silent auction and gala. RSVP: March 1st.

6 Comments
  • Beth,
    Thanks for the article going incognito. Sometimes we have to what we do not want to do until we get to the place that we can do what we love. I read somewhere the other day “A job is what you get paid for – a calling is what you are made for.” I suppose that’s why I had to go back to Eloy and have chosen to go ahead and retire from the City in December. So for the time being I still work at the City to fund my ministry. Tell Steve hello.

    God Bless
    Gary “Back in the Saddle Again” Minton

  • Yep. I too struggle with the “working a real job to support myself” versus preferring to spend more time on my art. I like to joke that I need find myself a trophy husband to support me. But the reality is, without a 2nd income from a spouse, I can’t even begin to think about voluntarily giving up the day job. I have a mortgage, car payments, equity loan payments, etc. The day job provides a comfortable salary to support the modest life style I wish to live in. And those are legitimate needs, just as much as the need to make art is. But at the same time, I fear eventually losing the job (my company has never been very stable, and has come close to the brink of disaster several times). And if I lose the job, I know I’ll have very little desire to find another desk job, and from what I hear, there’s few enough to be had any more these days, anyways. So I work on continuing to build my profession as an artist, as a potential fall back, should I have to.

    It’s a dilemma and everyone’s got to pick their point on the spectrum where they’re most comfortable.

  • I am at that “Job” right now and for some reason God has been directing me to rediscover my passion and as only God can do he directed me to your page and He just confirmed this. Thanks for letting God use you.

    Jeff

    • Jeff, your comment is encouraging to me. Your talent is inspiring. God is immeasurably good. I miss you all!

  • I believe there is an artist or creative part in most of us. It takes great courage, perseverance, and belief in oneself to be a full time artist. It also requires selfishness and a great independent spirit. One could not expect to support a husband or wife and several jkids earning what a beginning artist earns. Even as we become known in our field, money seldom rolls in. Artistic expression or creativity is a spiritual need and to blend this with a life style and career that is sustainable is an art in itself.

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